I don’t even know what to call this
The title pretty much categorizes how my thoughts are at this very moment. I’m thinking about so many different things, I don’t know where to begin. I won’t even lie, this week has been hell week for me mentally. Sure ole Mother Nature’s bitch ass is working her magic too; even so I just feel so..not myself. It’s a gross/eekie feeling and I hate it royally. I feel like everything in the world is wrong with me even though I know these things not to be true. Ugh I’m fat and my clothes don’t fit right…blah! my hair is acting retarded and I hate it…OMG what is going on with my makeup today!!*sigh* I can’t be happy-go-lucky 24/7, but when I am feeling down..I’m REALLY down. ): Blah!
My sista Ashes sent me a voice note today! Ahh, I love♥ that Hawaiian girl (: Sometimes the little things cheer me up. I hope this weekend goes well so I can get happy again. Haha. Shopping always does the trick- unless you don’t find anything and all the clothes you try on don’t work…then that just puts you in an even more pissy mood.. but I won’t go there. My Mom & I are celebrating her 50th birthday this weekend! Her birthday is officially on Monday, but since we work during the week we thought a good time to celebrate would be the weekend before. Her boyfriend is paying for us to chow down at Olive Garden. Those commercials look so yummy! This will be my 1st time visiting that restaurant so I hope it lives up to my expectations. Haha. My big brother and I gave her the b-day gifts a week or so ago. She got everything she wanted (: I bought her the red toaster and red can opener (an extra something), and my brother got her the matching red microwave. It matches the rest of her kitchen decor. Every time she goes in the kitchen she is raving about it. Lol Nerdy just like ME! I’m just glad she is enjoying it. Months ago we discussed matching tattoos to celebrate her big bangin’ 50th. It was something she considered (which was a major surprise), but couldn’t go along with 100%. I couldn’t help but try! Maybe I’ll get her to do it next year. Hehe.
While I’m on the subject of mods..I really want my nose pierced. I think this will be my final piercing…well maybe one more stab at a labret? I don’t know, we’ll see. I want my septum pierced. I’m not too fond of nose studs. I like the actual nose rings, but I don’t think those would be a good look on me. Here’s a snazzy pic of a septum nose piercing. They come in all different “looks”, but this is the one one I’m going for. Cute, not too noticeable, but still very kick ass!
Credits to AH!Photography on Flickr. Her makeup is awesome! I might have to try that one day [;
Ugh. I know how you feel, we all get our times, especially us women. Everything will be fine though.
I’m not too fond of piercings, I wanted to get my nose done but completely changed my mind. I do want a tat sometime in the future though. The septum piercing looks like it hurts!
Where’s your comment link? hahaha. Obviously gotta be me to ask that question. VERY BLUNT* It’s okay. Happy Birthday, Mom! Hell yeah those OG commercials make my tummy tickle. I actually made that a MUST think when I was up in Pennsylvania if not there was CA! Made it in CA
It was the BOMB ass! Don’t go piercing your nose like that Meme. You’ll look like a fuckn bull 
I don’t want you looking like a bull.
Thanks so much girl (= I hope you do get that tattoo! I’d love to see it.
Girl I can’t tell you how many times I have said those same words to myself. I read somewhere that you can be happy about anything and the little things usually bring the most joy. I’m not too into nose peircings, but hey if thats what you want to do you know you have my full support.
ahh man. I know the feeling! Sometimes I wonder why God even created PMS. Like you said, doesn’t make you feel like yourself.
OLIVE GARDEN! Its the best. I would give you a recommendation but my favorite isn’t on the menu anymore:/ salad and bread sticks. Gotta have them. Let us know how it was!
Did you ever get your cheeks pierced? I think that would be the coolest:) But I do like the nose ring as well!
Take Care, Love!
Naw, I didn’t go for the cheek piercings, but I still think it’s a pretty kick ass piercing too and I wouldn’t mind having them! I’ll keep ya posted. <3
OMG I hate how it feels :S
Feeling down and different, disturbed… :/
It’ll hopefully go away soon -.-
That pic is somewhat beautiful!
Her make up is astonishing! I’d never seen a girl wearing red eyeshadow! I must try that, too!!
And the hair color is too cuteeee! haha
I had a nose piercing last december but it got infected and I had to take it off.
It was frustratingggg!
– Is your mother’s bday on Aug. 24th?
Wish her a happy b.day!
That’s my grandma’s bday too!